a list of things that keep me alive
Sinthia A
The morning Azan is my theme song of the day;
Jasmines, I wear, as perfume
Which my Amma ties into a garland.
Piyajus and alur-chop waft me towards the kitchen,
The house is a greasy rice cooker
Us – tumbling and trickling in the summer heat
Praying for a thunderstorm
We are stuck in the long drive back from coaching –
“Home, Home, again,” sings Floyd
Traffic screams and trucks huff –
I come home at 9 pm to Cha with Nidhi and Ayaat
Ayaat sings me her favorite song– a warm, tight hug;
A melody I duet in the shower with my shampoo.
The rich, sweet juice of the first mangoes of the season,
Quenching my cold thirst
The Aunties hold my Ammu back
to hear more about the kamiz she is wearing
The sun is neigh, the moon hanging by the thread of love.
My Ammu’s pitched laughter rings through my heart, filling my lungs
Dimples sink deep, wrinkles stretch far wide;
Ayaat grabs me by the waist, reminding me of you
Little less and little more every day as I am back home.